ItalyxReader Eight Hundred

ItalyxReader

Eight Hundred

(*A* I know, I know... Bad on me for not continuing the series...
I'm halfway through with both of them, but I wanted to do this first...
Okay? Also... Angst warning!)

Everything I'm about to say  is the truth
Sugar is salty  while salt is really sweet
Winter is a sweaty season  while summer is a freezing season
Jellyfish swim in the starry sky,
diving under the arch of the perpetual rainbow

You drew in your book.
It was funny drawing little jellyfish in the sky.
You smiled up at Feli.
"What do you think?"
You held it up, showing to him.
"I think it's a little silly, don't you?"

I hate you  I don't want to be with you forever
It took me no time to forget about you,
and I don't have any memories with you

You were on your way to school.
Feli wasn't coming in again today, but that was okay.
You could make it through another day without him, surely!
After all, you came this far without him...
And you didn't exactly need him to continue on, but it would be nice...

God does exist,
and the 65 hundred million dreams will all be granted
Wars will cease to happen someday,
and everyone will be able to smile for eternity
And  you, the one I hate  are still breathing now
Are still breathing now

The people around you muttered words under their breath.
You could hear some of it, and it was obvious it was about Feli.
But it didn't sound like it was anything bad!
You just continued on drawing.

Everything I'm about to say  is the truth as well
There is no end to life and one can easily change the past
I hate you  you'd fall asleep again
When you feel sleepy  with a big rumble in your stomach
but you will open your eyes once you've gotten tired of sleeping

You giggled at a picture of you and Feli.
He had fallen asleep, and you'd made in a nice meal!
But he didn't wake up, even to eat.
It seemed a lot like Feli though!

The sun rises from the west  and rabbits live on the moon
There's definitely no end to happiness  and everyone is nice and kind
And  I can see you, the one I hate  whenever I want to see you
I can see you  whenever I want to see you

You went to go see Feli today.
You showed him all the pictures you drew.
"I know, I know... I'm so silly aren't I?"
You giggled, but he didn't reply...

Everything I just said is all lies
So I want to you to ignore them  I want you to ignore them

You smiled up at Feli...
Tears filled your eyes.
"B-But... You know... They're all lies..."
You wiped away some of your tears, while others streamed down your face.

God does not exist  and most dreams are in vain
Wars will still continue  and everyone realizes that the end will eventually come
I really love you  I wished I could be by your side forever
Before you disappeared I'm such a big liar
I'm such a big liar

You cried heavily.
"Why did you have to go Feli?!" You wailed.
You clung onto a grave stone near to you.
And what it read was...

What I'm about to say, I don't know if it's truth or lie
But in this wonderful world
I want to live on, for you as well
I want to live on, for you as well

Here lies Felienciano Vargas.
Forever in our hearts.
R.I.P.